Handling it

So Things are crappy right now... Life was looking pretty good last week... but Oh we gotta love Monday's because they always bring good news right!
Oh wait...

I am always the first one to justify things with God.. whenever anything in life happens I always say, 'everything happens for a reason" "God has a plan" "God only gives us what he knows we can handle" but as soon as things affect me, I start to get all whiney and act like a baby about them. Than there is always a little kicker that makes it just a little bit worse or something that adds to my already upset/angry mood. But I guess it's time to suck it up, realize it could be worse and deal with it. Find the positive in the negative and take the next step.

It's great to know I have some awesome people in my life who will support me and back me and just listen when I want to vent.. or will take it the extra step and vent all the things I am thinking in my head (lol u know who u are ;-) )

God has a plan for me and he will lead me to the next step, it may just get a little tight along the way, but I won't fail, I won't fall... I may stumble.. but life goes on. So I will listen to my own advice, my cliche words of wisdom, suck it up and move on.
This could turn into a positive thing down the road right... lets keep our fingers crossed.